Everything is my fault isn't it? The stress, the anger, the money problems, everything you complain about is my fault isn't it? You expect me to do so many things at once that I can't even do them in the time you give me. I do what I can and if I do everything and still have time I WILL do extra if I'm not tired. Remember that I'm a junior with no driver license, no job, just school and a butt load of homework and chores. I wake up at 3:50-4:30 a.m and stay awake till at least 3-4 p.m dealing with school, chores and homework. School is stressful for me as work is for you. I come home take care of my dog like I always do and do the dishes, clean the living room and vaccum if I'm able to reach the vaccum. So of course I'm going to take a nap. So don't bitch at me saying that I don't do anything around the house, don't yell at me saying I'm lazy, and don't yell at me just because I did something wrong. Guess what, I have no guidense. I'm doing things on my own when I can. You're hardly ever home and when you are, you're either sleeping, working or on the damn phone. When I ask you something you always have an attitude and give me a lecture for a simple yes or no question. I'm sick and tired of being treated like either I don't exist or a servant. I don't have guidense because you're never there for me when I need you and when you are there for me, you ask the most stupidest or most awkwardest questions I can't even comprehend. Yes I know you have work to do almost 24/7 but I'm your daughter. Aren't I more apportant than anything? Apparently not. You even said that you're life was way better before I came along. You wonder why I'm always in my room or always making plans I with my friends. You complain that I don't talk to you but how can I when you always yell at me or never have time?

This girl I've known since I was in 7th grade. She was my first girlfriend. I never got over her. I still love her. We lost contact for a while and we're talking like first loves again. Her image is stuck in my mind. I picture her and I in every photo I see of a couple of girls holding hands/kissing/etc. I don't exactly know why, but I never question it. Simply because she said the same thing. We opened up tonight and I never smiled bigger. I can't wait till I get to see her beautiful face and have her in my arms. The way she feels in my arms is just magical. I never want to let her go.  When we kiss I don't want to stop. When I see her or get a message from her, my heart skips a beat. I look at her and I see true perfection. 

I said that I'd marry her and she said that she'd be okay with that. She's the one I'd marry without any doubts or regrets. My brain can't think straight when I'm talking to her. We both get all mushy haha. We know we can trust eachother with anything and go to eachother with anything that's bothering us. We're there for eachother when someone is picking on us. Lol ~We love eachother unconditionally~\

But in over all... She kind of changed my life. She's made  a huge impact on me, as I've made one on her. 
I love you Lindsey Renee Lee <3 Forever and Always <3